A little lonely

I warned you all that tax season may bring some complaining... so here it goes. This is actually pretty hard for me to admit, I try to be a strong person and hold back my tears as much as I can and not admit that I need anything. But during tax season, I'm just a little more emotional. I'm just exhausted, I have been going non-stop for the past two weeks doing crafts and trying to find things that I can do and make for one of my dear friends.

Now that Terry is gone so much, we really don't have much time together and it's really hard on me because I love talking to him and spending time with him. He does everything he can, but it's just a hard time for him, for us.

So the point of this post, I'm in need of a friend. I just need someone to talk to, someone to call me and me not have to call them. Someone to invite me to do something. During this hard time, I just need someone to be the better friend to me. I'm tired, I'm tired of calling everyone, I'm tired of inviting people over. I'm just tired.

I'm sure that this is just a little phase and a little pity party that I'm having that I'll get over soon enough but I just needed to get it out because sometimes you just have to vent.